The Crowning Glory of Socialism – Thank You, Mr. Cassidy

This is the legacy of your lies, old man – the fruit of your tree, the result of your choices. Horror after horror, humiliation after humiliation, assault upon assault.

Until now we see your chemically perfect vision of humanity, tortured into pathetic obedience, his psyche crushed by your endless abuses and criminally false allegations about the integrity of his brain physiology – a shocking, vile lie at the heart of this whole disgusting slow murder of your own son.

Barely able to function in his chemical straightjacket, stripped of his personhood and now even his stove, the shining achievement of National Socialism sits alone at home and descends daily into such utter misery that he is compelled to slowly poke his own eyes out, a bit at a time.

Clearly, the re-education is complete. Good job, Mr. Cassidy, excellent work. For this I endured years of Matthew’s pain, even as I was corrupted into complicity in your psychotic abuse of everything close to you. So that you could take us to this point, I had to be lied to, then humiliated and attacked on every level for concerns that I now know were not only valid, but in fact exposed clearly criminal acts – behaviour which you have frantically tried to hide, even lying to me outright about your own legal status and control over Matt, telling me it was out of your hands when it was 100% you the entire time, even forcing doctors to do your bidding. This is what they tell me, anyhow – you might notice that after I was finished with the ROH, their law firm dropped them and they went to in house counsel – but then again, you’re probably well aware of such things, as you all close ranks to cover up your vile crimes.

I have always come at this issue in an honest fashion, and your idea of a reasonable discussion is for me to sit down and accept being lied to – always the commie, controlling the process, which is not allowed to occur until we agree to the outcome you want. I am legitimately LIVID because I have been lied to and forced to endure Matthew’s pain for THIRTY FUCKING YEARS NOW, while you CRIMINALLY DENY ME any reasonable recourse to alleviate his, and thus my own suffering.

This is abuse of all of us, old man – and just because you have an army of mindless drones who believe this cultish nonsense, and are ready to get behind the guy who can funnel tax dollars their way, no matter what they have to do or say, doesn’t mean that you are not building a sociopathic future for all of humanity. You are a sad, sick, homosexual, violent, perverted, cowardly and dishonest joke of a man, and I am coming to get you, once and for all.

You sent the cops to my house, and wrecked a really good job I had out west, causing me to lose my studio and in fact end up homeless. This is what you bring to us, old man – this is how it has always been, endless abuse for simply asking an honest question, for trying to approach ANYTHING in an honest way, which I now know you to be wholly incapable of doing.

Good God, all I see when I think of you is this loser pounding the dinner table, screaming communist slogans at us while we fled in terror – that year of desperately trying to keep my grades up, staying after school EVERY DAY because the violence and mental illness at home had reached a fever pitch, as Ben became a dropout drug addict, and your abuse of Mom almost broke her completely apart – and to realize now what those slogans truly represent, your obsessive desire for genocidal control of others, your worship of the worst psychopaths of history, I can only call it a disappointing shame, even as I realize what a clear and imminent threat you represent to not only my happiness, not merely my ability to face the world, but in fact my personal safety from kidnapping and chemical torture at the hands of various government agents and agencies you so blithely reach for to do your bidding.

And even now, you can’t stop scurrying around, manipulating and lying, while the list of your megalomaniacal beliefs in your own powers extends to visually determining people’s brain chemistry – a claim that actually meets the current clinical definition of psychotic ideation, I might add. But oh, right, I forgot – YOU have your OWN mental health history, but we aren’t allowed to discuss that, even while you refuse the very same treatments you try to force on most of your adult offspring.

In the midst of your cultish obsessive insanity, I have to ask : Where is my culture, old man? Am I the one who threw out thousands of years of our history and religion in favour of some vain, self-aggrandizing political dogma? White male privilege was good enough for you, why did you so ardently seek to deny it to your own spawn? Can you really judge someone comparably in such a drastically and arbitrarily socially engineered environment as the ever-changing one you yet seek to overlay on our species? For Matthew to have a clue in this world, what are his reference points? What is his spiritual identity? His gender identity? His racial identity? Everybody else is availed of such things in their sense of personal culture – so where does Matthew draw his cultural reference points from?

Oh, I remember – lies, genocidal obsessive controlling disorders fueled by delusions that thoughts can be chemically induced and controlled, a psychopathic impression of the self that encourages disassociation with one’s own consciousness, a sociopath’s willingness to do anything to even a close relative in pursuit of these obsessions (as we also witnessed with Norah, I have heard the truth now) – and the crowning glory of all of your wonderful destruction of everything good in the world, everything true, sane or wholesome having been corrupted and mutated into the unending, bottomless pit of despair that is Matthew poking out his own eyes.

For this you would take away my freedom. For this, you would try to visit the same fate on me – you already poked out one eye, and continue to deny me the truth about that, but I suppose that while we still breathe, there will never be a level of suffering and horror and humiliation and shock and despair that will satisfy you. Instead, you openly state your desire to see me confined and forcibly medicated also, and justify this goal by pointing to my legitimate anger at the lies and endless, ongoing assaults upon my person that I have endured from you since I walked on God’s Earth.

Well, you can’t stop a man in the right who keeps on a-comin’, old man. And your Hell, the Hell that you have constructed around us and this disgusting false lie that you have turned this family into – homosexual proclivities and all – that hell is going to consume you, and everyone complicit in this crime, including those who stand idle in the face of your evil.

25 years of chemical destruction of your own son, you have always known this is based on a convenient lie, and now we see the endgame of your sick, pathetic, cowardly, shallow choices – Matthew poking out his own eyes, in an unmatched expression of true socialist joy and commitment to the will of the people, to honesty and integrity in ideas and institutions, to open democratic debate.

You can’t even come up with a coherent philosophy of existence – the idea of God is to you a quaint superstition used to comfort and terrorize the masses, yet what do you propose in its stead? Dialectic Materialism? We don’t even know.

Yet you continue, after 25 years, to claim your ability to chemically alter your son into the understanding of life you so utterly failed to bring him to in the first place. Worse, you force us to be unwilling spectators to this Satanic misery.

Matthew poking out his own eyes. Thanks so much, ‘Dad’. You truly have succeeded in destroying everything good in our lives, and the lives of so many, many others.

One day, your sick, vile machinations might not work out for you so good no more.

Jes’ sayin’.

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